Suffering

Confusion, mind froze, on the verge of shattering
Pain entangled in my nerves forever

Hope, I am never going to abandon
A promise made to my soul to survive

The past, haunting, eating away my spirit
The mist, hovering, lost future, terror

A realm of confusion, despair, darkness
Drowning in a bitter misery, since forever

No doors, no windows, no escape
Suffocation

No more struggle
Waiting for existence to wither

Shouting, fighting, cursing, abusing
Go on, go on
I don’t hear it

Beating, raping, killing, screaming
Go on, go on
I don’t see it

Crying, tearing, smashing, burning
Go on, go on
I don’t feel it

Wait, stop
Please, stop
For my heart has stopped beating